Above the pressure ...

Okay, maybe I didn't get my priorities right this time around ... maybe I should have been more prudent.
The fact remains that I made a mistake, and didn't plan efficiently.
Now I'm stuck with thoughts of ' could-a, would-a, should-a'... God, I hate this!
I hate the deadlines that you don't meet up
I hate that you can't do the things you want to because you can't afford them
I hate the expectations that you can't meet up to sometimes
... and every time I don't meet up, I get so hard on myself... Like I should have known better.
But I'm only human, and there's only so much I can do ... Only so much strength I can have.
Now I'm at the end of myself... I can't do anything now, especially with all the pressure building up!

Dear God, You are above the pressure. Please take me there... Please lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
I know that I 'could-a, would-a, should-a' ... but I didn't. I couldn't help it.
You see the end from the beginning; I'm at the end of me. All my thoughts want to cave in under the pressure of my incompetencies... but i won't listen to them. I'll listen to what You said - That you have a plan for my life, that you have thoughts of good and not of evil to give me a future and an expected end.
No matter what I'm going through NOW, I will emerge a winner- in You, Always.
I won't forget all the blessings You have given me and I WILL NOT doubt that You ARE Good ALL the time.
YOU are all my hope ... and really, I'll be in trouble if I don't have Your help. All I have is Your word- what You said to me, and that's all I need... So thank you.
Thank you because you said to me that You are my Shepherd so I have everything I need.
You are Above the pressure and In you, I am above the pressure... it WILL NOT drown me, the fire will only purify me.
I Win, I Overcome the pressure.